Sunday, January 11, 2009

A Lot

As You can see I decided to bring all of my posts over here as well as my live journal so they do go back as far as may of 2008, don't get freaked just read at your own pace :P

nickle

A Lotta Pain

So my face has been killing me for the last few days and thats stopped me from being able to post as it hurts to do almost anything. The pain is all thanks to my wisdom teeth deciding to make another performance, and on top of that I have to make a dentist appointment but don't have any money to pay them, argh damn you face damn you!!! Why the hell did we evolve with these damn things seriously why haven't they gone away like the unsightly back hair and such, I have evolved to eat normally stop pushing these damn things through, not to mention i found out you can be off for like 3 days with this so that means I need to schedule it around my damn days off, as there is no way I am wasting my "give up a shift" card for this damn tooth and god damn it I am going to make it to july without calling in sick!!!

In other news ...... nothing!! seriously I have done nothing lately, Went to the gym, tried to kill myself by eating Death by Bacon, and went to the Gym again. I am finding that in general after the gym I feel really good, not necessarily good about myself as i weighed myself and that was not 100% happy but good as in I have energy and just in general feel like I am able to do more, now this is just generally my feelings not sure if Master is the same but he has been doing much better, he can get up to almost 35 min on the treadmill and thats after doing his strength training on the machines as well so I am pretty proud of him for that, I am doing okay cannot complain at this point about anything except my tooth and how much pain it is causing me.

until the next blurb 
nickle

Annoyed

just because my way of life is different does not mean you get to bash me, ugh go to hell!!

Sick

Might be coming down with something, Master is sick and megan and wendy were before they were off from work for three days.


ugh hate being sick especially when I have to make extra money

Blarghhhh

Seriously I don't understand how the company can think that outsourcing our call center is a good idea when I need to peer feedback the outsourced minacs companies 10 times a day.... just it doesn't freaking compute! It makes me sit here and go " Maybe just Maybe this isn't the right job for me maybe I should be out there and do something else" then I realize there is no way in hell I am going back to working at Timmies and I don't think that working in Customer Service face to face will help as i might kill everyone that I would have to speak to. 

Oh for the care free days of high school where my worries were that I was a social outcast as were my friends, how my boyfriend was ignoring me, making sure I dressed okay, not killing myself snow boarding, and of course doing my school work!! But even then I remember that I worked almost full time through out high school and have been working since the age of 12. This is where I don't understand people, there is a discussion on fetlife stating that basically us "y" generation people are immature, irrational, and in experienced at life and there fore are just a nuisance (please note that this was just one person who chose to voice this against me but he was a jerk) then I sit back and think that in my short 21 years my experience and my maturity probably out weighs his vastly and that why should I care that he said this, well really I don't care per se but it hurt to be attacked that way, I was not pouting and trying to prove a point I was stating my opinion, My apology at the end about offending anyone was me following protocol from my Master, you don't get to decide that it was me being passive aggressive just because thats how it seemed to you. I am better than you, I will probably experience more than you as I am not some dumb ass who is to immature to behave, no in the end you might convince them that you views on me are correct and thats fine, I know that you're wrong, I know that I am better than you, and I know that if I even attempted to do the things to you that have led me to become who I am "Responsible" "Mature" "Intellgent" and generally not a retard that you would shrink away like a little bitch because you couldn't handle it, but me well I'm 21 so what do I know......

thanks for letting me vent there it totally just started pouring out and I just couldn't control it, that made me feel so stupid an worthless yesterday that I needed to vent my frustrations about what I felt. 

back to our regularly scheduled ramblings!!!

Other than the stupid India RTC, and the dumb payroll fuck up, and the general discontent I am feeling life is going well, Suzy my bestest bud is doing well, so well that her room mate was asking if we had seen her as he hasn't, :D oh mike you must know what your doing in the boudoir :P

Kath is good as well and generally there is nothing new to report on in the life i lead, Master has the flu we believe and that has me on alert as that is something I do not need right now! keeping on my goal to not call in sick to work is very hard to do when I hate being here so very very very much!! well other than that there is nothing really going on hoping to go see a travel agent on my days off to get some quotes on dates and the like but other than that nothing is really happening, oh wait Master and I might be moving (don't freak out yet Suzy) there is no definite of this but we need some more space and there were some options we were going to look into before making a decision on it or not. my issue is I love where we live, the landlord and suzy downstairs, being close to my mom still, and just the general area so I have some reservations about it, on the other hand I would love more space....... oh what is a girl to do.

until more thoughts!
nickle

Thoughts and Stuff

So it seems like it has been a while since I last posted even though it has really only been 2 days... huh. Work has been uneventful, lots of overtime and the like but nothing besides that really, oh wait a minuet there was some shit that happened basically INDIA, The center moved our Real Time Coordinators to Frickin India and damn if they don't fuck everything up on a daily basis, the latest in a series of dumbassery they fucked our pay schedule up so thanks for fucking my rent over India you suck asshole. Thank the jesus my landlord is a god straight down from heaven and seriously he is the main reason we haven't looked for more space as it's a trade I am not sure I want to make. 

Christmas was good got a magic bullet and a deep fryer!! New Years was uneventful as I basically cleaned .... yes I spent New Years eve cleaning my kitchen wooo hoooo. Earlier that day my brother and I had a photo shoot with our friend Tom and it was a blast, a cold blast but a lot of fun, this was a christmas present for our parents, it was late but awesome!! 


At work right now and the guy I was speaking with was a douche and now he is okay so that turned out good. Other than that there is nothing going on really lately, need to work on my finances a bit more as bills and Ireland are going to kick my cute ass. also need to go speak with a travel agent to figure out how much these tickets are going to freaking cost me. I really want it to be a Master and I trip and thats what I am going to shoot for but it all depends on the bills and such. I think that saving right now is the key as well as buying the tickets now so that way the money being saved is for spending and the like!! it is going to be a tight few months. 

Resolutions I think are dumb it is like setting yourself up to be disappointed, having said that I always make them and this year is no different, so without further ado my resolutions:
1. eat better 
2. exercise more
3. be more positive
4. don't call in sick, your allowed to leave after half your shift so just go in sick if you must and let them send you home
5. fix my finances, hate being in debt HATE IT
6. start something new and keep it up
7. stay connected with friends and family 
8. keep the house clean and cook more
9. Work on your communication
10. be yourself above all!

and thats all she wrote for now folks!!!

and stealing something from suzy quotes!!

"Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind." 
Shakespeare

Happy New Year/Birthday

Happy new year all


and a very very very HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUZY YOUR ONE OF MY BEST SISTERS!!! LOVE YOU

Sent Home

The power went out, then the generators, and now i am home.

Update, Bumpers missing and all that jazz

Okay so wicked wind storm today holy shit!!

Woke up because i have been taking better care of myself and eating and all that nonsensical shit!! so I have been retiring at a normal time and waking up at a semi normal time as well!! seriously I have never felt better in a long time. Of course this does not mean that I have cleaned at all in the house and I am pretty sure that Master is going to kick my ass for not helping enough but we will get through it. Have been also doing a lot of overtime and the fact that I might be able to pay some bills is such an amazing feeling it really really is!! oh Cogeco you will get your dough!!

Back to the bumper comment woke up and did one of those not 100% if I am hearing everything properly but it sounded alot like people dragging cans behind cars and it was almost roaring outside, then stopped did one of those "holy shit thats the weather" looks and realized that my recycling bin was probably living with some one else now and that there might be extensive car damage, which is much more scary than you know as we just had to spend 500 dollars or more on the fuel pump on the truck right at fucking christmas "HATE IT" 

YMCA update: so I have been once which is more than before right :P no seriously I will be going more and it feels great when I do make it out, have decided that I will walk to the Y unless Master is going to come with me and then can get right into it, all I need to grab is a lock for my locker there!! oh and I kinda want an iPod shuffle to listen to music while working out. I have been thinking about taking some of the classes to be in a group you cannot quit kinda setting it might be good for me!!

Man is it windy today, sitting here at work and all we can hear is the wind howling through out. It on a day like today that it triggers memories of my grandmother, this is the type of weather that we would tell her not to go outside as her 80 pound frame would just float away. Then I laugh and think of my granny who also passed away and think about how in Northern Ireland it is windy like this all the time and she must have figured out a way to keep her tiny self battened down in the squalls.

So many memories about everything that has happened in the last 5 years so much good and also so much bad there are always 2 sides to the coins.

Well it seems that as I sit here more thoughts just come to mind, it is close to the new year so I guess it is just a time for thinks on past events and what has happened. People have passed away and people have had new little ones, I have reconnected with old friends and have lost friends as well. Jobs stayed the same for me but have changed for others, money was good, money was bad, Work sucked and it was fun, there were arguments and there were embraces, tears and laughter. Goals were set and were met or lost, and ideas were put forth. all in all it was a good year but my new years update will come another time. 

until the next post 

CYA

nickle

Snow and Such

Alright so it is Sunday night, I somehow made it to work today *thank you Master* and the weather for the last 3 days or so have been total shit. Friday it started with a foot of fucking snow that meant shoveling and the like and on top of that it is not even like I could have called in to work not being able to make it as it is apparently not an excuse for not making it in to work. Lets start off why the drive was going to be and was a stressful time with me an Master, snow tires we do not have we don't even have all seasons we have summer tires, yes thats being changed in the new year ugh!! Plows apparently do not operate unless there is a traffic camera pointed at that area, and wipers were having a blast freezing and not even touching the window, oh and asshole drivers who speed even thought the conditions are not proper for it, seriously these people are dumb asses there was a guy in a red sunfire who looked like Tom Selleck
yah there were worse pictures but I was nice to you guys :P and he was cutting people off and almost hit like 5 people it was horrendous. Any how this meant that my mother was having a spaz attack and would not drive in the snow so Master drove to come get me from work, an then we spent the night at mom and dads, woke up to breakfast and then went out to a very bad morning, have you ever went to a store a tried on pants and they didn't fit so you tried on a bigger size and nada again and then you hunted down the biggest size short of going to the plus size department and they still don't fit... yah the day didn't start up well thanks to my thighs, not my waist my fucking huge ass thunder things argh!!! needless to say have to go back to the YMCA and I have to make it a rule no matter what, hate it!! So now i am slightly depressed thanks to my body but i am going to try and make a positive light on the situation and hopefully all will be better. 

Work is driving me nuts, people are impatient and dumb and they will not follow my instructions argh!!! makes me wanna work at timmies, take the pay cut and walk to work!

not much more I can think of when it comes to stuff to write about so for now I will bid you all farewell and until next time sayonara

Movies, Christmas Shopping and Sweezy

Alright so after mail finally arrived at our house yesterday it was off to get the x-mas shopping done. Master and I some how managed to finish 90% of the christmas shopping, we don't know how but it is almost done!!! 

We had to go to best buy to check out some gifts and ran into suzy after a long span of 14 mikes and not seeing her (I now measure my suzy-less days in *mikes*) and it was amazing, she needed to wash up some cloths so she was going to come up stairs after work to hang out while they got clean. So Master burned zack and miri and the hilarity ensued, then it was off to watch an awesome comic and find out how you really suck a bag of dicks!! oh and that we really gotta go cuba-diving in the O-Chin. 

all in all a pretty fucking awesome day off and it was wicked finally getting to see my sweezy again!!

nickle

p.s. Master and I got each other PSP's for x-mas and i got the Darth Vader one and loco roco is fucking addictive

Update

Creaky neck is still here boo

but mail is here now le woot to the mail finally arriving the mail drought has ended and the mail had cometh!!!

nickle

Creaky Neck, No Mail

Okay so you know when you face the dilemma of the mail carrier is shit but if you call the postal service and complain it becomes worse shit well that is the current status of our mail. Master and I have not received mail in like 3 *mail* days and it is starting to really piss me off. His Baby bonus was supposed to be here Friday but alas no mail, then it was supposed to be here today and we still have no mail, I am starting to wonder if our fucking mail man went on his own personal strike. Seriously he is a super shitty mailman anyways, never putting the right mail where it belongs, Suzy and Todds' mail ends up in our box * he he he BOX* or the upstairs jerkoff's get it and they don't get mail for weeks. ugh it just reminds me of how much better a fucking post office box * he he he BOX* would be more reliable then our own mail carrier!!! FUCK YOU MAIL

Woke up this morning to a creaky neck, where it hurts to turn it to much and you just wanna snap it back to where it belongs in a *fuck you neck I run this shit* kinda way. Seriously I slept amazing it was fantastic *Master not so much* my dreams were a little fucked up but other than that it was good then I wake up and it's ugh damn you body damn you.

well there is not much going on and i am sorry for the rants but if something good happens i will post it i promise!!!

nickle

p.s. the adverts are shoes and i want shoes

Starting Over


Alright so basically it's been a while since I have been here, what with it being blocked at work and my life being all kinds a crazy hell there just hasn't been the blogging time but guess what ........ I'MMMMMM BACKKK!!!!!!

So yesterday was the anniversary of the reminder that my parents do it.. did it not 100% but either way due to the traumatic's of this event I get gifts and really thats the main part right... and giving back that too!! Run down on the day went like this: 

* megan made me cake it was orgasmic, seriously we think jason at work came in his pants whilst eating a bite and that his customer got to hear the "awwww fuckkkk" 
* Master picked me up with a little Aiden in tow and we went home so I could shower and then we could go to Tuckers Market place for dinner.
* Got to Tuckers and shit it is yummy, they had delicious turkey and mashed potatoes and the best part, I was fucking free!!!
* Travis the little brother got me the tales of beetle the bard the newest tie in to the Harry Potter Franfuckingchise!
* Mom and Dad got me a seriously needed winter coat (thanks guys) 
* Master gave me my corset and it is beautiful and comfy
* we gave Aiden Butt his gifts and he loved his card!!

went to kaths house and laughed at Diana some as she is the cutest little thing ever!!

Woke up this morning and spent it arguing with aiden on how he needed to play twilight princess on the wii, seriously the kid wouldn't listen to how it needed to be done!!

thats about all that happened but all in all she would have to say a pretty fucking awesome day and a half. 

now she sits here at work looking at really good deals on ipods and wondering if Master would let her get him one. hummmmm

nickle

slave tooth

okay so the girl is in dire need of a Dentist and unfortunately the girl has a very big phobia of... the Dentist. it all started when she was younger and she went to her doctor yanover, he seemed like a nice guy, there was a play place in the reception area, toys after your visit and t.v's in the celling so how can a person go wrong. well Dr. Yanover is a jerk or a torture provider for future slaves, it's like he looked at nickle and said "meh she's gonna be a slave and get whipped why not some pain now!!" well it was a cavity fill, pretty simple some freezing and the drill right!! uh nope not nickle got a few simple freezing shots that didn't take and then he began to drill and drill and drill and it got steadily worse as it went, nickle was screaming and crying and they called in a bunch of people to hold nickle down while she was being worked on eventually the good doctor realized that he was almost at her jaw bone as per the crying and blood yah so welcome in a phobia and a fear of dental drills!!

nickle slave to Master Quetzalcoat

Alright

Okay so for those who do not know my relations ship with Rob is of a different type, in our relationship I am slave he is Master and thats how its going to stay, I love him more than i ever thought possible and one of the main reasons is our dynamic, so If in my posts it says "Master said this" thats who I am talking about.

nickle