So I have come to the conclusion that bodies suck. Here's my reasoning for this, I was not feeling good on Sunday, we had gone to my parents for dinner and it was nice but I had a headache and felt really warm so I lay down on my brothers bed to try and get rid of the headache. It went away but I was still feeling pretty shitty.
Go to Monday and I woke up in agony, my back was killing me it was horrible. I couldn't sleep, I could not get comfortable. I tried my hardest to sleep but it just was not happening. On Tuesday I went shopping with Kath and felt crappy there as well. I promised Rob and Kath that I would go to the doctor, My dad felt it was a Kidney infection but I didn't know as I have had back pain for a long time, well went to my doctor and he agrees with the kidney infection. I am on antibiotics and pain killers, hopefully by Saturday I feel better because right now I am dying.
I was bored so I decided to write a blog and here it is!
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
Wedding Money Woes
So this wedding of mine, yah I can honestly say I want to beat it with a hammer.....a sledge hammer!
It has been stressing me out galore and I was stressing about bills because as you may or may not know I work for a living and do not have a silver spoon in my mouth (besides I think it would hurt with my fillings), Rob has a bad knee, not a sore knee or a slightly disjointed knee nope basically this think is done finito caputz finished washed up done like dinner DEAD! Yes he can walk and sit and do other things etc but they don't last long before he has to "med" up to be functioning again. Now I am not complaining as he has money coming into the home so were not in a box exactly or anything but money is tight at times.
Today Cogeco wanted some money, I did owe them said money so it wasn't like they were being greedy but it stressed me out to the max.
So at work I sat down and wrote out my expenses and then I looked at them again and went "Where in the hell is my money going...?" So then I gave myself a budget, and I wrote out where the budget was going either Hydro, cable, Rent etc.
I took the left over money and calculated how soon we could have my Wedding paid for, and the result.....literal tears of Joy! If I manage to stick with this budget I may be able to afford this after all. I understand there will be difficulties in accomplishing it but I am going to stick with it and try my hardest because I want to be excited for my Wedding, and I really really really cannot wait to marry my dead knee man!
Love you hunny!
nickle
xoxoxoxoxoxox
It has been stressing me out galore and I was stressing about bills because as you may or may not know I work for a living and do not have a silver spoon in my mouth (besides I think it would hurt with my fillings), Rob has a bad knee, not a sore knee or a slightly disjointed knee nope basically this think is done finito caputz finished washed up done like dinner DEAD! Yes he can walk and sit and do other things etc but they don't last long before he has to "med" up to be functioning again. Now I am not complaining as he has money coming into the home so were not in a box exactly or anything but money is tight at times.
Today Cogeco wanted some money, I did owe them said money so it wasn't like they were being greedy but it stressed me out to the max.
So at work I sat down and wrote out my expenses and then I looked at them again and went "Where in the hell is my money going...?" So then I gave myself a budget, and I wrote out where the budget was going either Hydro, cable, Rent etc.
I took the left over money and calculated how soon we could have my Wedding paid for, and the result.....literal tears of Joy! If I manage to stick with this budget I may be able to afford this after all. I understand there will be difficulties in accomplishing it but I am going to stick with it and try my hardest because I want to be excited for my Wedding, and I really really really cannot wait to marry my dead knee man!
Love you hunny!
nickle
xoxoxoxoxoxox
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Birthday Bliss
So all in all I cannot complain about my birthday. It was an early morning thanks to the work holiday party being the night before and then having to work at 9 the next day :( but it was okay. Megan made me a delicious cherry chip cake and gave me 2 gifts the book The Host by Stephanie Meyer ( author of Twilight ) and a toasted vanilla reed diffuser! Wendy gave me a soy candle and a bag of my fav candy. After work we were off to Ricki Jo's for dinner with the fam and apparently every one at work. Got some awesome gifts from everyone, Rob's mom Anne got me a mask in Cuba when they went so I was excited about that! Rachel and Matt got me a reusable shopping bag (they know my weakness) and a Michaels gift card! My little brother got me the new Harry Potter movie, Kath and Jay got me Dirty Dancing, and my very own pumpkin spice soap ( no more smelling Diana's hands ) Mom and Dad got me my very own new iPod Touch EEEEEEEEE I am so excited for my new iPod I really needed one so Yay! Rob got me a new set of speakers for my iPod and my laptop and they are adorable and orange! Oh and then the little bro gave me a 25 dollar iTunes card!
Now all I need is an iPod docking station oh and these iPod covers so cute ,http://www.ideal-case.com/ipod/touch-i
The pic's of the gifts are on FB
Love you guys
nickle
Friday, October 23, 2009
And I was worried about Wednesday
I began this post at 12:00 pm on Thursday, it is now 1:30 am on Friday
Okay so it looks like any blog posts I am going to be making will be a day late as I am way to exhausted at night to blog :P
Yesterday was Wednesday, after my very long night on Tuesday it was to be an enjoyably relaxing day and for the most part it was! Around 1ish Master and I went to Niagara on the Lake with my mom to have tea and Banoffee pie in the Little Irish Tea Shop that we love!! After that I received a text from Suzy as we were going to be hanging out later that day, she asked me if I was interested in going to a pagan woman's circle, now anyone who knows me well knows that I have been struggling with my "religious beliefs" or should I say lack there of and I have been looking at all religions of the world to figure out if and where I belong in the world. Pagan was something I was immediately drawn to as it identifies with nature and my Norse gods, so I was a little nervous when Suzy asked but after talking to Master he knew I should go as it is something that I was interested in and he figured I would enjoy it, so I agreed.
Suzy came to get me at 5:30 and we went out to shoppers, then Starbucks to talk for a while before we picked up Tasha one of Suzy's friends and might I say a mighty cool girl she is! Then we were off to Rae's house to have the women's circle. Now Runa is the woman I know Suzy goes to for help and she is very close to her and I know Rae and Runa are close but what I didn't grasp was how close Rae and Jen (Masters ex girlfriend and the mother of Aiden one of my awesome step son's!!) are. So I was slightly apprehensive of the evening and what might be said to me. Arrived at the house and met a large number of very friendly ladies all of them quite open and eager to accept people in, I liked that a lot. The ritual that night was an ancestor based one (sorry Suzy but I don't know the terminology yet) and it brought up some very heavy emotions but ones I had been suppressing so it was nice to finally let them out! Also received a message from Runa and I will need to do some deep thinking and soul searching regarding that tidbit.
All in all it was a great time and I am eager to learn more about Suzy and her pagan beliefs!
well I am off to bed so I can write another day late post tomorrow!
nickle
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Okay so it looks like any blog posts I am going to be making will be a day late as I am way to exhausted at night to blog :P
Yesterday was Wednesday, after my very long night on Tuesday it was to be an enjoyably relaxing day and for the most part it was! Around 1ish Master and I went to Niagara on the Lake with my mom to have tea and Banoffee pie in the Little Irish Tea Shop that we love!! After that I received a text from Suzy as we were going to be hanging out later that day, she asked me if I was interested in going to a pagan woman's circle, now anyone who knows me well knows that I have been struggling with my "religious beliefs" or should I say lack there of and I have been looking at all religions of the world to figure out if and where I belong in the world. Pagan was something I was immediately drawn to as it identifies with nature and my Norse gods, so I was a little nervous when Suzy asked but after talking to Master he knew I should go as it is something that I was interested in and he figured I would enjoy it, so I agreed.
Suzy came to get me at 5:30 and we went out to shoppers, then Starbucks to talk for a while before we picked up Tasha one of Suzy's friends and might I say a mighty cool girl she is! Then we were off to Rae's house to have the women's circle. Now Runa is the woman I know Suzy goes to for help and she is very close to her and I know Rae and Runa are close but what I didn't grasp was how close Rae and Jen (Masters ex girlfriend and the mother of Aiden one of my awesome step son's!!) are. So I was slightly apprehensive of the evening and what might be said to me. Arrived at the house and met a large number of very friendly ladies all of them quite open and eager to accept people in, I liked that a lot. The ritual that night was an ancestor based one (sorry Suzy but I don't know the terminology yet) and it brought up some very heavy emotions but ones I had been suppressing so it was nice to finally let them out! Also received a message from Runa and I will need to do some deep thinking and soul searching regarding that tidbit.
All in all it was a great time and I am eager to learn more about Suzy and her pagan beliefs!
well I am off to bed so I can write another day late post tomorrow!
nickle
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Tuesdays were long, and hard, but a very fun ride!
Oh so yest I understand it is now Wednesday as I type this but there was no way I was staying up any later than I did to post this and now that I think about it the earliest I was at a computer and able to post was at 3am this morning so regardless it would have been Wednesday anyway so neah!
Anyhoo Tuesday was a very long but good day, we went to Value Village and I found a sleeping beauty barbie to transform, and I found a butter dish! Rob found some books he was looking for but not looking for they just happened to be books he had wanted, Yay books.
We came home and I had a massive headache and wanted to die so I took a shower for an hour ( heh it rhymes) and managed to kick my headache but I was still a little grumpy, good thing he has to put up with me muah ha ha ha!
Went to Perkins for the munch and got a few surprises, first off Evan showed up and I was so excited I have not seen him since he went to Bradford for his culinary placement so yay Evan is back, then who walks in but Neil and Jess I thought I had won the people lottery!
After the munch which ends at the dumb time of 10 Neil, Jess, Rob, Evan, and I went to Timmie's to continue our fun for all!
And it is there that we stayed till 2:15 am, now having said this Neil had to still drive himself and Jess back to Toronto and he had to work at 8 or 9 am eeek (sorry Neil but I can't help but get carried away in your presence )
We drove Evan home and then came home ourselves, I went to bed around 4 and Master well I am pretty sure he never went to bed till 8am ish yah it's going to be a fun Wednesday now!!
nickle
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Anyhoo Tuesday was a very long but good day, we went to Value Village and I found a sleeping beauty barbie to transform, and I found a butter dish! Rob found some books he was looking for but not looking for they just happened to be books he had wanted, Yay books.
We came home and I had a massive headache and wanted to die so I took a shower for an hour ( heh it rhymes) and managed to kick my headache but I was still a little grumpy, good thing he has to put up with me muah ha ha ha!
Went to Perkins for the munch and got a few surprises, first off Evan showed up and I was so excited I have not seen him since he went to Bradford for his culinary placement so yay Evan is back, then who walks in but Neil and Jess I thought I had won the people lottery!
After the munch which ends at the dumb time of 10 Neil, Jess, Rob, Evan, and I went to Timmie's to continue our fun for all!
And it is there that we stayed till 2:15 am, now having said this Neil had to still drive himself and Jess back to Toronto and he had to work at 8 or 9 am eeek (sorry Neil but I can't help but get carried away in your presence )
We drove Evan home and then came home ourselves, I went to bed around 4 and Master well I am pretty sure he never went to bed till 8am ish yah it's going to be a fun Wednesday now!!
nickle
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Monday, October 19, 2009
Mondays
Alright so I need to finally make some decisions and commitments to myself.
First of all I need to work on my self esteem and my personal appearance, now I am not saying that I am huge and fat and need to get lypo but I am not in the shape I want to be and I could stand to lose about 45-55 pounds to stay healthy.
Second I need to get my credit on track and keep it that way. Eventually I am going to need a bigger house and there are some nice ones in Kaths Co-op, so once credit is on track I could get in there as we pay our bills :P
Third I have got to get better at keeping my life and my house clean and organized, I cannot stand the mess and yet I thrive in chaos (weird I know)
I have been reading blogs and falling in love with the bloggers and then it hit me, I am not going to find happiness in my own life if I am always dreaming of another, so I have decided to focus on all the good things I have, My friends, My Family, My wonderful step-Kids, and My amazing Fiance!
Heavy thinking for a Monday Afternoon!
nickle xoxoxoxox
First of all I need to work on my self esteem and my personal appearance, now I am not saying that I am huge and fat and need to get lypo but I am not in the shape I want to be and I could stand to lose about 45-55 pounds to stay healthy.
Second I need to get my credit on track and keep it that way. Eventually I am going to need a bigger house and there are some nice ones in Kaths Co-op, so once credit is on track I could get in there as we pay our bills :P
Third I have got to get better at keeping my life and my house clean and organized, I cannot stand the mess and yet I thrive in chaos (weird I know)
I have been reading blogs and falling in love with the bloggers and then it hit me, I am not going to find happiness in my own life if I am always dreaming of another, so I have decided to focus on all the good things I have, My friends, My Family, My wonderful step-Kids, and My amazing Fiance!
Heavy thinking for a Monday Afternoon!
nickle xoxoxoxox
Friday, October 2, 2009
Sappy
Okay going to be a sappy slave for a minuet. Master is going to London Ontario for 3 days and I am stuck here and I miss him already, even though he is sitting in the room as we speak.
Oh sappy nickle sometimes you bug me sometimes, and sometimes I like you, this is neither those times.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
nickle
Oh sappy nickle sometimes you bug me sometimes, and sometimes I like you, this is neither those times.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
nickle
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